Words Left Unsaid

Handsome man flattered but deceived,
time will cure me.
I might be okay but I'm not fine at all,
so I drink to feel better than I am,
and I try and mimick the illusion you see of me.
When there are no lights, no camera, only action,
let your hands show me the way,
because I don't know where I am if I can't see you.
An expert at the fall,
better at the breaking than love making,
I will be everything you want me to be,
until I can't hide the cracks anymore,
the ice beneath my feet warms,
the house of cards blows down.
Let me into your world,
but don't let me be comfortable,
I can't ever trust you'll still be there in the morning,
the moment I do I will be left
with an empty bottle by the bed,
and nothing but words left unsaid.