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HopeHope crawls up my spine
and coils itself around my throat,
the tighter it gets the clearer I see,
the more my heart bleeds,
I can't feel
anything but your lips,
the last kiss
you left me with,
the ghost of you seeping
into all of my dreams,
weaving into every fibre of my being,
until I no longer know
who I am or who I used to be.
I'd like to be my old self again,
but I don't know how to find it now.
Hope breathes into my skin,
smiling to itself and waiting for me to give in.
I reach for the phone then snatch my hand away,
another day passes and it has not won again,
but I don't know how much longer I can hold on.
Soon it will grip so tightly, I won't be able to breathe
without you to save me from hope.
Diary of a Broken HeartNot a souvenir, not a hair in sight,
reminds me of your presence tonight,
but the absence of you is everywhere I look.
It's as if you never existed, but I still feel you holding my hand,
you're standing beside me always,
Happily following me around as I go about my day,
the ghost of you keeping me company:
As I get up go to work and carry on with my chin up,
A presence only I can feel,
a soul whose light only I can see.
I'm doing okay but really I'm not fine at all.
But what would be the point in picking up the phone,
Just to ask you if you feel the same,
We both know there's no way we could carry on.
I know it's long done and there was nothing else I could do,
but still I just have to close my eyes
And I can smell your skin and feel your hands.
Your ghost smiles into the back of my neck as he wraps his arms around me.
I hope I can stay in your keeping tonight,
Because dreams are the only way I can keep you now.
Cellar DoorSo patiently I stand
at heartache's door,
watching the clocks unwind.
One chamber awaits your return,
three are locked forever,
You know I'd say I'm sorry
if i thought
it would change a damn thing,
and I hope you never darken
my doorway again.
Fight and FlightI stand somewhere between fight and flight,
frozen between the ninth and the tenth,
the circle has me trapped and I
want you back, I want you gone,
but I'm sick of missing you and sick of holding on,
mourning the loss of the dream we had of us.
Maybe it never would have worked,
maybe all the lies are true,
and maybe there was nothing more I could do.
But I know I've done enough to wish we never began,
so I stand, heart in hand,
my lungs shaking in my chest,
so afraid to move on because
I know I'll probably just go too far.
CrushI know that I don't really know you,
but I think there's a few things I could show you.
I bet you've never met anyone quite like me,
and I bet you've never been touched the way
that I could touch you there...
But instead I look to the ground,
tugging at my shirt, wishing your hands
were there instead, trying to seem busy,
when I really can't find the words, and I'm sure
I know a few you've never heard before.
But I know that you don't really know me,
and sometimes I wish that you could show me
who you really are underneath it all,
let your clothes fall to the floor
and reveal yourself for what you are,
I'll show you mine, just show me all your scars.
Maybe I'd like you better if we slept together,
or maybe I'll just laugh at your joke
and turn away with a shrug like I don't care at all,
praying you don't know me well enough yet,
to know what I'm thinking
whenever I blush and bite my lip...
DrinkTrying to hold your heart was like
trying to hold the hands of time,
and the moment I felt it finally
come to a rest in my palm
I felt all the clocks start to unwind.
So I'll drink to the sadness,
to the madness
that made me this way,
I'll drink enough to drown my heart
maybe drown out the sound
of me without you now.
Never Been ApartIt feels as though
we've never been apart,
no time has passed
since last we kissed,
You don't recognise
the CD playing in my car,
and you are pleasantly surprised
by the unfamiliar underwear you find
beneath the zip of my jeans.
I find time has sharpened your memory:
you remember everything,
you never revealed in time to save us.
and now with blush pale,
you tell me
you started listening
to my favourite band,
and I watch you appreciate
every fingertip touch,
because you let it show
the way you never did before.
The Heart of SadnessDeep inside the heart of sadness finds
another lost soul
has wandered in from the cold,
echoing through these four chambers,
rattling chains around the walls.
Ears pricked and eyes darting,
in one fell swoop she strikes.
And now I'll never leave,
but why would I want to
when you're right here with me too?
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 2
Sixth months later, Matt's belly got bigger. Matt didnt want to come out his room. Edd knocked, "Matt!"
"GO AWAY! IM FAT!" the ginger cried. "you're not, fat. You're preganet." Tom told him, suddenly the door knocked. Edd opened it and sigh, "thank god its you" he said, "matt! We have someone here to see you!"
Matt slowly, got out of his room. He gasped when he saw that person. Tord. He exitedly hugged him, "TORD! IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU!" he cried, Tord smiled, "uh.. yeah." Matt back up and Tord saw his belly. "wow" he said, "you're big." Matt blushed, "yeah" Edd smiled, "we already told Tord abot your pregnacy."
Matt's smile faded, "how do you feel about that?" he asked. Tord smiled, "Matt, when it comes to you Im never mad" he came over and kissed Matt gently. "aww" Edd said, Tom just made a 'thats gross' face. Tord put his hands on his belly, "so... im a dad. Wonderful."
look sorry about the shortness, just i cant find any more ideas. If you want and be
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg)So... this is for fun, if you want me to continue just put yes. Thank you.
After finding their way home from the ocean to find their keys, Matt flopped on his bed. He sighed. Tord's gone he told himself, how can i go on? Sure we broke up before he left, but.... Matt trailed off his thoughts. He heard his belly growl, He huffed and stayed in his bed.
Minutes later, the ginger begin to feel sick. He looked in his mirror and saw he was pale. Am i sick? "Dinner!" Edd called out. When his friends saw him they became worried. "wow, Matt. " Tom said, "you look-" "are you feeling okay?" Edd cuting him off. Matt touched his forehead feeling he was burning up, "i think i got sea sick?" He said. "I could SEE that" Edd smiled. Tom gave him a look, "anyways" Edd said, "do you want to eat?"
Matt looked at the meal Edd cooked. Fish and Chips. "Of course!" Matt said, "i am very hungry!"- Then everything went black.
"uhhhhhh" Matt moaned as he awaken. He saw a certain aside of
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 6 LAST Two months past and it was the day before, the baby was coming and Tord was now leaving. Matt stood in the door way, watching Tord pack up. Tord went to the mirror putting his hat on, when he saw Matt, with tears in his eyes. He turned around sighing, "For the last time, I'll be fine" he said.
Matt nodded. He ran to Tord's arms hugging him tightly. Tord kissed Matt's forehead, "I'll be fine, dont worry." Matt sniffed, "o - okay." Tord continued to hug Matt until he calmed down. Soon they heard a car horn from the front door. The lovers looked out the window and saw Tord's ride. Matt was about to cry again, "be safe" he told him. Tord smiled, "i will." He then leaned down to their son, "i'll do it for you and your mother." Tord sallowed, "i'll see you soon." He looked at Matt, "i'll be back." Matt saw Tord leaving to the car. When he was a distance gone, Matt sighed, "see you."
Edd felt bad for Matt. "Matt he'll be fine" He said. Matt sniffed, "i know" and went to his
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 4
Matt's eyes shot wide open when he heard a knock. "Matt!" Tom yelled, "hurry and eat breakfast so we could find the gender!" Matt got up happily he almost forgot he was going to find that out today! Tord woke up by Mattt's squealing. Tord groaned, "keep it down please" he told him. Matt leaned down to kiss hi scheek, "today we're going to find out the gender" he told him. Tord smiled. "what are you wanting it to be?" he asked, Matt thought, "a- a boy? im not sure with whatever baby im having is fine." Tord kissed Matt, "well lets eat so we could go."
Mattt bust the front door, "YAAAAAAAY! ITS A BOY!" Tom grabbed some pictures that Matt had of the baby. Edd came to look to, "well he certainly small for being seven months." Matt smiled, "that means he only has two more months!" He hugged Edd and Tom, "IM SO HAPPY!"
Tom saw Tord was looking at other papers, Tom escaped from the hug and went to Tord, "whats that?" he asked, "non of your bussines
Unchanging LoveDespite being consumed by the fire of rage and despair, a spark of love in your heart remains unchanged.
Despite being stranded in the realm of darkness and cold death, a warmth of love in your heart remains untainted.
Despite being ushered to the land unbounded by time, a flame of love in your heart remains unextinguished.
Entangle, convolute, stretch, or even seemingly break the thread of fate between us, they may,
faced by your purity, none will succeed.
Traversing even the untraversable ocean of time, we will find each other again.
The unbreakable thread between us shall not be undone, not even by the hands of time.
Unchanging love endures eternally.
AskingThey all ask for you after the end.
But somehow we have a beginning.
This was a complete accident.
It wasn't supposed to be like this.
I was supposed to be like them,
Asking for you.
I don't want that anymore.
But now you're asking for me.
And I'm terrified.
Two Makes Three (Tord X Matt) (MPreg) 3
That night Tord stayed with Matt. While Tom and Edd were in the living room. "Why does Tord have to be the dad?" Tom asked himself, Edd just sighed, "we just have to deal with that." Tom looked down, "do you think Tord wants to be the father?"
Edd took a sip of his cola, "of course i mean he does love Matt."
Matt and Tord were watching a movie in his room. "So... have you thought of a name?" Tord asked Matt looked at him, "well i havent found out the gender..." Tord kissed Matt's warm lips. Tord begin to make the kiss hot. Matt moaned a bit. Tord smiled during the kiss, he forgot how much he loved to hear Matt moan. Matt pulled away, "Tord we cant, Edd and Tom are still awake!" Tord just smiled, "Matt cmon."
Matt sighed, "what if they catch us?"
"Then they'll know how we made the baby"
"TORD!" Matt siad shamefully. There was a pause. "im sorry" Matt said silently. Tord stroked his cheek, "dont be." The two kissed again.
"Lets get some sleep" Tord said an
Four EW fanfiction pt. 1
As usaual Edd and his three friends sat on their one couch watching TV. "Hey everyone!" Matt said, "remember how we all meet?" The three thought for a moment. "i do" Tord said smiling. "Me too" Edd said, Tom shruged, "same." Matt smiled, "if only we could go back in time-" Suddenly a portal out of no where and out came their future selfs.
"we are you from the year 20-" Future Matt got cut off by Future Tom landing where they were at. "anyways" he continued, "one of you have to come with us to save our future."
The four looked at each, "whyyyyyy?" they asked at the same time. Future Edd cut in, "because it ruins your friendship, Tord leaves, Tom's gets boring, Matt gets vainer, and Edd. You die."
Edd was about to gasp, until, "wait, if i die, how come your alive?" Future Edd stopped, "uh... cause... Thats not important!"
"so.... where do we go back in time?" Tom asked. Future Tord said, "well if you listen for once, you would know" Tord smiled, "we g
When Language FailsLanguage fails me when I’m lying next to you
You tune me out just as I’m breaking down
You fall head over heels in love
Just as I’m seeping out
Just as I’m seeking out
What I know I can’t have
You prove that with your lack of words
With your silence
You provide a voice of reason
But I am too scared to face that truth
I am too aware
And you are void of compassion
This is what my ever after was built on
This is what will be the death of me
Your incapability to love me effortlessly
And my inadequate need for approval
A StormThe waves crashing around me
remind me of a happy time.
This wind, it whips and snatches
my hair away from my face,
it never lets me hide.
I am the weathered, the broken shell
washed up on the stony shore.
The pieces missing are surely my eyes,
because I can never see your face again.
I may be a rocky building,
that has seen the hands of time
mold the lands according to its will,
just like you did to me.
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